Work and Hormones

I really don’t feel like going to work today and yet I need to leave in 5 mins. I know it’s because of my female hormones, period coming up this week. And I try to suppress the anxiety and ignore the thoughts in my head trying to imply my feelings are actually valid and that it might be the fact that we are understaffed in the admin team at the moment that makes me miserable or that we have so much to do up until our audit or that there is an obnoxious person at the office with arrogant attitude and lame ass jokes that I don’t get. But no, seriously I’ve been through worse and it is the pms trying to take over.

I really wanted to get up for a run this morning instead of running in the evening. My alarm went off (Ceasar’s Palace – Over b’fore it started) I woke up and really felt awake. But I looked at Jon and didn’t dare to wake him up. He’s been working so hard lately. In early, home late, working Saturdays, so I couldn’t wake him up for a run. It wouldn’t have made much of a difference but still. Wednesday maybe…?

Oh well, need to shoot off to work now. Bye bye

Roof man and running amateur

This morning a guy was sitting on the roof just opposite our window. They are demolishing the buildings there so soon we won’t have any privacy…
Also, i am trying to become a running freak. I even bought a magazine today; Runner’s World. I have made a playlist for tomorrow morning and I record every progress in an excel file. Good start huh?
My next plan is to make this an annoying running blog…. how do you feel about that? Leave a comment!

Strange dreams

Hello good morning,
Jon is still at work and I’m drinking Cranberry juice to try to get some vitamin C in my system. Waiting for breakfast until he comes home. Had the weirdest dream that we moved to Sweden, but not planned and organised but just broke up and went. And the weirdest thing is I really missed p’boro. and also this woman had been filming this movie and I was in it and I was all worried that now she had to find someone to replace me and film all the scenes again… Such problems!
Last night I dreamt that I was working for the local newspaper and I was going to interview Moneybrother but I did not have any time to prepare and I just got closer and closer to the time of the interview. And when I finally was let backstage to see the guys in the band. I was struggling! All I asked about was Monster (the leadsinger’s old old band) and how much I loved them back in the days, completely irrelevant. And then the stupidest question fell outta my lips: “So, tell me how your new album was inspired?” and the singer: “Well, our new album is like half done… So it is still a work in progress”
Weird weird dreams…